Escuridão - Darkness

Desejo inumano,
Talhado em sangue,
Vísceras,
Lixo em decomposição
Enquanto o olhar escuro
Colhe corpos trêmulos.
Grito,
Corro,
Tenho ânsias de vomito,
Sou escravo da loucura.
Sigo taciturno,
Acuado como animal ferido,
Vencido pela incerteza,
Abalado pelo vicio,
Com medo da vida sou absorvido pela sombra.
Calo-me,
Consinto,
Fujo,
Quem sabe consigo encobrir,
Esquecer meus receios,
Meus recalques,
Quem eu sou.
Um dia talvez consiga apagar da memoria genética,
Meus traumas hereditários,
Antes de a solidão chegar acompanhada do medo
E espalhar por toda parte escuridão noturna.

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Darkness

Inhuman desire,

Carved in blood,

Viscera,

Decomposing trash.

While the darkness

Harvests trembling bodies.

I scream, I run,

I have urges to vomit,

I am a slave to madness.

I walk taciturn,

Cornered like a wounded animal,

Beaten by uncertainty,

Shaken by addiction,

Afraid of life, I am absorbed by the shadow.

I silence myself, I consent, I flee,

Maybe I can manage to cover up old crimes,

Forget my fears,

My repressions,

Who I really am.

Maybe one day I can erase from my genetic memory,

My hereditary traumas,

Before loneliness arrives accompanied by fear

And spreads nocturnal darkness everywhere.

I scream, I run,

I have urges to vomit,

I am a slave to madness.

I walk taciturn,

Cornered like a wounded animal,

Beaten by uncertainty,

Shaken by addiction,

Afraid of life, I am absorbed by the shadow.

I silence myself, I consent, I flee,

Maybe I can manage to cover up old crimes,

Forget my fears,

My repressions,

Who I really am.

Maybe one day I can erase from my genetic memory,

My hereditary traumas,

Before loneliness arrives accompanied by fear

And spreads nocturnal darkness everywhere.